So I know I blog way too much now but I just can't help it. Yes, I am super busy and yes, I don't really have time BUT it feels like it is my connection now to Chaz. I know when I post pictures and tell about Everything that has happened to us it keeps us closer to him. It is also the way I show him that I love him and want him to always be a part of our lives even though he is away. That is why I have always blogged- to keep our loved ones a part of our lives. This blog also is my journal that gets printed into a book every year so that we will always have it.
That is why I'm a bloggin' fool! I LOVE MY FAMILY!!
And I LOVE you, Chaz!
We miss you terribly and wish you could be here for all those happy, sad and tender moments. Through this, I hope you can feel a part of it. I know even though you are gone, I still feel you near. I still hear you laugh when Marek does something funny, I still see you rocking Ammon when he sad. I still see you running through the sprinklers with Marek in the backyard even though you never have. I still see you doing the dishes after dinner and organizing all the books in a row on the bookshelf. I still see you next to me in the car driving 5 mph under the speed limit. You are still by my side at the grocery store when I am shopping and you are still cuddling up to me while I watch our favorite tv show Lost. Even though you really aren't here, you are here in my heart and mind. I still see you, my love.
Here are some every day happenings that most people wouldn't blog about but those are the moments that I want to share with you the most. The moments that would get skipped. I don't want you to miss a thing.
Marek found your flip flops and walked around the house with them on. He tripped a few times and stumbled here and there. It was a cute sight.
That is why I'm a bloggin' fool! I LOVE MY FAMILY!!
And I LOVE you, Chaz!
We miss you terribly and wish you could be here for all those happy, sad and tender moments. Through this, I hope you can feel a part of it. I know even though you are gone, I still feel you near. I still hear you laugh when Marek does something funny, I still see you rocking Ammon when he sad. I still see you running through the sprinklers with Marek in the backyard even though you never have. I still see you doing the dishes after dinner and organizing all the books in a row on the bookshelf. I still see you next to me in the car driving 5 mph under the speed limit. You are still by my side at the grocery store when I am shopping and you are still cuddling up to me while I watch our favorite tv show Lost. Even though you really aren't here, you are here in my heart and mind. I still see you, my love.
Here are some every day happenings that most people wouldn't blog about but those are the moments that I want to share with you the most. The moments that would get skipped. I don't want you to miss a thing.
Marek found your flip flops and walked around the house with them on. He tripped a few times and stumbled here and there. It was a cute sight.
I gave Ammon Marek's mohawk. I think he was a little unsure about it :) What do you think? Is his hair a little too long for it? :)
Marek's aftermath after I slept while he wrecked havoc on the house. This was only the beginning though. I fell asleep and didn't care what he did because I was so tired! This kid keeps waking up at 5 am!
MOVIE MOVIE is what he says. And I have no choice but answer his beck and call because his crying will wake up Ammon, haha. One kid at 5 am is better than two ;) Oh how I loved it when you woke up with the kids and let me sleep in. One year, one year. I can see it :)
I love you.
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5 comments:
Thanks so much Sara! This meant so much to me. You are the greatest. I really loved seeing all of the daily events of the family. I am so grateful for the love and attention you offer me despite how busy I know you are. Thanks babe! You are the most amazing wife ever. Love you forever Sara, Those are the cutest boys in the whole world!
Love, Chaz
I feel like I shouldn't comment on such an intimate post, but it was touching and made me cry. You guys have such a sweet little family, and in one year, it will be like Chaz was never gone. Keep it up, Sara. I wish I could come babysit so you could take a nap with out waking up to kleenex everywhere! Go Supermom!
I love it that you blog so much:) I can always count on it! what a sweet post it was:) miss you guys!!
Man! You have been a busy blogger! Way to go! You're such an awesome wife and mom!
How cool for you guys to see Sesame Street live!! I'm sure Treyson would be so jealous!
Hey Sara I left a comment for you on my blog about the camera!
I too feel like I shouldn't comment on here...it is personal!
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